Still Growing up, Still fucking up, Still lost and desperate for answers

When you hear "yeah osborne is getting closed for Canada day" all you think is "alright that sounds like a whackload of fun!" But then you get there and it's just a bunch of douchebags walking around drunk as sin and wanting to fight. Take a walk to osborne and see the downfall of the planet. see exactly why Earth is melting it's glaciers and is going to flood the fuck out of everybody. I wish I was born earlier in the century when everything was cool and nobody was a shit head except for politicians. Go fuck yourself society. Luckily Moo is here with me and is being the best cat in the world. Thanks homie.

Anyways. I haven't listened to any hardcore lately. Well not as much as I used to. But whenever I think about it and miss it. I watch this video and practically shit myself. 

Betrayed is a fucking good band. I don't care if you hate them. The gang vocal part at the end

describes everything right now. God I wish I was there for this.

Goodnight.

On the box:

You know what's up.

Warning: Cigarettes may cause the best rock and roll ever!

I should probably invest in a camera. So I could take pictures of my everyday life..

Fuck it. Keith Richards is way cooler than everybody. Cocaine is stupid, but the idea of him doing it, makes it a million times cooler. 

Anyways, The Dark Knight comes out right away and I'm as excited as Moo when he gets baked.

Heath Ledger's last movie, according to Christopher Nolan, his performance in it is unbelievable. But my comic book nerd side tells me it will be nothing short of decent. The Joker is the most complex character in the entire DCU and the idea of someone actually being able to play that part is ridiculous to me. But I have only seen trailers of the movie. Maybe I will be shocked by his performance and will dub it, better than Jack Nicholson's. Which is a ridiculous thing to say because Jack was unbelievable as Joker in Batman 89. If you have that movie you should watch it right now, I know I am.

Anyways, here's an homage to my Batman fanboyism. This is a video of a fanfilm called Batman: Dead End.

Get into it

On the Box:

House Party

Write This Down on your Blackbooks and Journals, Hip, Hop, Culture is Eternal.

Dave inspired me to make a Likes and Dislikes list. I have some time to kill, so I figured hey why not.

Here we go

Current dislikes:

- Mosquitos

- Tensor bandage rash on my ankle

- The fact that I have to wear a tensor for another two months

- Wearing a shirt

- Sunburns

- Retagging clothes

- Cankerworms and the silk that I always walk into

- People with bad breath

- Beggars

- Gutterpunx

Current Likes! :

- Hip hop

- Cigarettes

- Two Rivers

- Moo

- Lord of the Rings

- Walking without a limp

- Paint Markers

- Bros

One of the downsides to not wearing a shirt all the time, is when you cook bacon or sausages,  the grease burns your chest. Fuck. But this grilled cheese is making my life less miserable. 

Anyways,  I stumbled onto this video. People who know me know that I'm a huge KRS fan, and respect everything he has ever said and done. When I saw this video it really frustrated me that Hannity didn't even give him a chance to really express his mind on every question asked. He interrupts him and is just a prick. KRS is quiet, and as soon as he starts to give his opinions, or anything, Hannity cuts him off. Anybody else being interviewed by him, would have lost their shit on him. But KRS just keeps on attempting to get his word out without losing it on Hannity. That's just one of the many reasons I respect him.

K I'm over this, here's the video.

On The Box:

AZ - Doe Or Die

"The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad-girls live" -George Carlin

Usually when a celebrity dies, I don't give two fucks. But George Carlin died yesterday, and I'm pretty bummed. I didn't know him or anything. But I've been listening to his standup for so many years that it's kind of like I did know him in a way. I've always admired him for being able to entertain people for so many years. 

The construction workers outside are listening to the Offspring and it's not helping my day go any faster. I want to go out and smash their fucking radio. 

Whatever, tonight, if you're reading this, I want you to pour a sip, do a line, or take a hit, or something else illegal, for George Carlin. Then turn on your stereos and listen to "You're all diseased". My favorite George Carlin album by far. He is without a doubt, the greatest of all time. The world is a million times more fucking miserable without him. RIR George.

Word.

On the Box:

The douchebags outside are listening to fucking power 97.

Hocus Pocus, Yo What's the Focus.

I've never realized until now how much I hate cankerworms until this year. I've had to walk to work with my hands constantly covering and waving around my head. It's like bombs are getting dropped on me. And they're only going to get bigger, and bigger, and bigger. Fuck nature. Only that sick whore mother nature would make 7 inch wasps and cankerworms that are as big as my pinky finger. She must have smoked alot of weed to think up shit like that. 

Long story short. I hate nature.

Anyways, Zach showed me the funniest show the other day. Called Human Giant. Basically it's a skit comedy show. If you've heard of it, then that's awesome. If you haven't, watch this video and then watch the rest of them that are on youtube. Get hooked.

I'm gonna live forever!!

On The Box:

Gravediggaz - 2 Cups of Blood

This is Just One Style, Outta Many, Like a Piggy Bank this is One Penny

There's construction going on outside. It woke me up this morning. I really feel like going down there and throwing a brick at each one of their heads. Last week's wake up was a little different. I woke up to "GET DOWN ON THE FUCKING GROUND!!! I SAID GET DOWN!!".

The cops were trying to arrest some guy outside of my window who had a weapon or something. It was pretty awesome. 

I'm holding a grudge against the police now for waking me up. Fucking assholes. I would rather wake up at my own pace. I'm going to apply for my gun license.

Anyways, watch this video. 

I love how he goes from having the average. White. Male voice.

To being a ghetto ass mutha fucka.

Whatever. I'm over this.

On the Box

Nas - The Nigger Tapes

Stop This Negativity and Control our Creativity.

When I was in junior high the hot spot for us kids to explore our sexual curiosities was the movie theater. Almost every friday all of the homies would meet up with girls basically just to make out in the theater. I went to the mall today and it was weird to see these thirteen year old kids still doing basically he same thing. 

Now it doesn't matter where people explore those curiosities. For example, people pay cab drivers to drive around the perimeter highway so that they can fuck in the back seat. (This is actually true)

I don't understand what drives people to think that fucking in the back seat of a car is fine if the driver is a complete stranger. Why not just get a hotel room for the night. I think that would be smarter, cheaper, and less creepy. What the hell is wrong with everyone. 

Anyways. Here's a dope video I found that I think you should all check out.

KRS One MC'ing while Doug E Fresh beatboxes. When I saw the title my heart skipped a beat. Either way check it out and see poetry at it's finest.

On the Box:

Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring

H.oly I.ntegrated P.eople H.aving O.mnipresent P.ower

This is the first day off I've had in about two months that it hasn't rained. But for some reason I'm still in the apartment. Sitting here. Doing fuck all. 

Oh well!

A few months ago Zach showed me a video of the last episode of the Arsenio Hall show. Needless to say, it was unreal. I wish I was coherent and not shitting my diaper when this show was on. 

Okay, well here's the video. 

Mc's to watch for:

CL Smooth

MC Lyte

Wu-Tang (obviously)

Das EFX (I liggity-Love Das EFX)

KRS One 

Evertime I watch this video the hairs on the back of my neck standup. Fuck that garbage on the radio. This is real.

On the box:

Ghostface Killah - Supreme Clientele

Ghostface Killah - Fishscale

Word is Bond.

Lets do this.